Gambling??

i might look like CASINO kaki where i visit Genting kinda often...
may be an average of once a month ba...
but i'm not going there for casino...
i dont like to gamble...
i only put small bet even during the CNY...

i dont mind to gamble for fun in CNY...
as the culture of Chinese...
but i always put the lowest bet...
just want to join the big group, not thinking of winning the bet...

currently putting the biggest bet of my life...
i kinda impressed on myself where i dare to follow...
i "call" the bet...
now i'm finished the 3rd bet of the texas holdem...
where we can see there are 3 cards on the table and next card coming up...
i'm not in the total "loss" position...
it is still possible for me...
but...
no one know what will happen until the next card is on the table...
kinda hard to "FOLD" dy...
since i decided to "call" the 2nd bet...
i DECIDED...
i'll try my best...
wish me good luck...

i get into the hardest bet of my life...
never be in this kind of situation before...
i enjoy it yet...
there are still many "hard" part...

no matter what happen...
i have to accept it...
i putting out everything i can...
just for this bet...
after this...
i got to focus on OUR future...or MY future...

Last Month of 2010

missed a good return due to portfolio reconstruction in NOV...
portfolio has been reconstruct into High Dividend which will provide me a DY of >7.
opportunity cost for this reconstruction >>Media,Dialog and Hiro...
all these 3 posted at least 25% gain for this year while Dialog posted around 80% gain...
major holding still on those small&medium company...
current holding 4 major stocks!

liquidated my Sukuk Simpanan Rakyat last few days...
to solve some of the liquidity problem...
there are still some receivables...
and yet some payables too...

some new update...
Manage to get into the round 2 of HSBC Young Entrepreneur Award 2010-11
gonna submit 1 mins presentation clip...
need votes very soon..

applying for the scholarship from CIMB investment bank...
for the professorial course in investment conducted by NextView...
waiting for the next interview...

Final exam is just around the corner...
10th,13th and last paper on 17th...then heading back Sabah on 23rd
started some screening dy...
hope can get better result this semester...

lastly,
abit complicated case...
but its getting better...
i might have my turning point very soon...
2011 seems to be very bright...

Sometimes thing went out of our control...

went into a very complicated situation recently...
get into this after 3years...

fluctuation of emotion...
fluctuation of confident...
fluctuation of energy...

and yet...
things get so close which more than normal level...
i'm falling into it deeper...

there is no more right or wrong...
decision has been made...
i'll wait for the result...

18 of dec...
its been the 7th time...
and 2 more "real" 1st time...

i wish i could do everything i did until the end of me...

A song that i have to know ah...

kinda nice song...


an oldies song~~~
heard it in my friend's car last few days...
classic...

HSBC Young Entrepreneur Awards 2010-11

submitted a biz idea...
hope we will be able to get into the 2nd stage~1min presentation clip...
result will be out on 20th December...

more info about this contest:
https://www.asiayea.com

if manage to get into 2nd stage...
we will need alot of votes....